Counting My Blessing

I'm learning
to count my blessings
everyday
Won't take it for granted anymore

Back to School

My holiday will end soon
As the clock strikes 00.00

School, here I come
With a fresh mind and new spirit

Me vs Myself

I'm a cruel and revengeful person. I can do tenfold (even hundredfold) crueler than what you did to me.
I can be a totally different person from what you see me daily. Double personality? Perhaps, I dunno. And I don't care what it's called.

My personality is the root of my complication these last two days.

For me, the cruelest thing ever takes place in the world is indifference. O yeah, war is cruel and hatred can trigger killing. But, in war and hatred you still think of your enemy. While indifference is not.

Let me give you an example of indifference. Let's say there are 3 boys (ABC) involved in a fighting. It was because A looked for a trouble, he started it first. Then accidentally, A and B fell because they were tripped. A was hurt, B wasn't. Now, A is a smart student and belongs to the top class. B isn't smart and belongs to 'garbage' class. B is blamed and must be punished.

You are B's friend and you saw how it happened. B asks you to defend him. If you are indifference, you'll say no. Now, it's cruel, isn't it? Considering you are B's friend.

I know what must do, but I'm struggling with myself.
Here it is: LOVE vs INDIFFERENCE or FORGIVENESS vs INDIFFERENCE.
I want to do the right thing, but then I'm against myself. And it's hard to knock off my cruel-and-revengeful self these last two days.

I DON"T CARE!!!!!!

It was because I said,"Close the lid!!" to him.

Tell me what should I do in that kind of situation when my sister was screaming so loud?
Say it softly? Do you think he could hear it?
NONSENSE!!!!!

I won't say anything anymore to him.

Only You Can

This is me, Lord
With all my weaknesses
With all my disappointments
desperation and bitterness

Heal me, O Lord
Restore my soul
Heal my broken heart
Make me whole again

O sweet Jesus,
I lift my hands to You
in my desperation
towards myself

It's me
come to You
Sinful and broken
Nothing is hidden from You

It's me, Lord
I need You
Only You
Yes, only You can make me whole again