Christmas This Year

The Christmas message I get from my hometown is from 1 Kings 19.5-7.
From the whole thing the preacher said...I only grasps: "Get up and eat! Get up and eat some more--you've got a long journey ahead of you." (Very in sync with the my yearly verse I got at Surabaya--> James 1.25).

Yes, the journey for my dream (and maybe my lovelife) is still long (in our timing; but not in God's timing). So, I need to get up and eat.

Get up earlier in the morning and eat an omer of manna (meditating God's words diligently and do it).

But who so looketh into the perfect law of liberty, and continueth therein, he being not a forgetful hearer, but a doer of the work, this man shall be blessed in his deed.

The Hatters

Mom, look what Bebe do to me!

 That's the little one (above), and this is my sister (below).

Bebe...my mom is feeding me..Leave her alone!

 This is my prince XD when I was walking around Pasar Atom with friends, I happened to see the cute hat (is it Lilo or is it Stitch?). I remember this little-cute prince, so I bought it for him. Unfortunately, he doesn't like hats. I made him wear the hat :P

Bebe, should I wear this hat?

Christmas ^^

Christmas there, casual

Christmas here, gypsy

I've Got Nothing To Lose

"What if God asked you to stop? For me, if He had asked you to build school, opened the way, gave you promises that He'll take you there; and then, He asked you to stop....well....He's cruel."'s His prerogative

"No, He isn't. It's His prerogative."

"Abraham was promised to have descendants as much as stars and sands; yet, at the end of his life, he only had 1 son. He didn't see the promise fulfilled. Is God cruel? He fulfilled His promise to Abraham, but Abraham didn't see it it in real. I believe he had seen it with his faith."

"Moses was sent to redeem his people. God told him not to enter Canaan. He was only called to take his people out of Egypt."

"Building a school is not my dream. It's his dream that's planted in my heart. If He asked me to stop, it's okay with me. I only do His dream, walk in His dream. I've got nothing to lose. Maybe He only asked me to prepare, maybe He only asked me to study so I can help others who has the same vision... I don't know. But, I've got nothing to lose."

Above conversation was between my sister, her husband, and me several months ago.

My Faith, His Dream

It's my faith, His dream

Beequote

If love is only given half-heartedly, it's not love at all.

I've never felt this way before. What I do for this person is half-heartedly. It frustrates me.