Memories

With Tough Lady this year (Easter)


With family in Bali this year holiday

(Using photoscape)

Together

I just realized that I'm not that well emotionally. Thank God I realize it; so that, I can do something (surely God, too) to fix it.

All right...I don't need many people who feel that they HAVE TO come. No, I don't need them.
I just need 1 person who feels that s/he WANTS to come, WANTS to involve her/himself, WANTS to do something.
If God gives me more than 1 person, praise the Lord. If He just gives me 1 person, praise the Lord! It means s/he is the one who really care and able to WORK TOGETHER.

I've said NO to independence, and YES to interdependence.


Ecclesiastes 4:9a Two are better than one
Matthew 18:20 For where two or three are gathered together in My name, there am I in the midst of them.

Bersatu kita teguh, bercerai kita runtuh...tapi kalo cm epok2an bersatu ya sama aj dg bcerai :P

The picture!!!

LLL was so excited and heboh when I told her about it. And even more when she saw it yesterday LOL

Hug

A hug means so much for me. It heals, restores, and comforts.

Yesterday (and last two Sundays ago) a friend came to me and gave me a big hug. She said things which encouraged me...and I cried. Hahahaha... I dunno what happen to me. Rasanya kelenjar air mataku rada lecek belakangan ini.

I thought I've passed my valley of discouragement and self-pity. God has shown His great mercy and help these past two months. Without I realized it, He has lifted me inch by inch. I thought I've passed it, but He keeps on comforting me. Heal and restore my weary soul.

Thanks to You and to you :)

Another Thing About Daddy

This year school holiday, I went with my dad, mom, and lil bro to Bali as I've posted before.
During the holiday, my daddy was busy looking for a used car (Toyota). He got some offers. Each time, he would test-drive the car to check the machine. The other thing he always did was checking the body thoroughly. He has a pair of sharp eyes that knew if the car had crashed into something or not, no matter how fine the body of the car was.
He even checked the underneath part (I dunno what the term is). He did all those for ME :,)

Yes, I have a car now :) I go to school by car this week. On Monday afternoon, on the way home, I hit a car in a junction. I was very shocked. At first, I was panicked coz I couldn't shift the gear. So...I stamped everything I could stamp. As the result, I hit the car in front of me twice if not thrice :P
The terrible feeling everytime I remembered the scene when my car coming closer to another car still makes me shiver.

Luckily, the driver suggested me to meet his employee, and his employee happened to be at the Galaxy Mall...and parent of one of my school students! And...they live near my boarding house. She was very kind and understanding. We solved the matter peacefully.

After I got home, I called my mom and told her what happened. My dad was next to my mom, so he understood what happened. My mom said,"It's OK. Do you want to talk to Daddy?" Once I talked to him, I cried and I could only say,"I'm sorry." I remembered all that he had done getting that car. All the trouble and outcome to fix the car before I brought it to Surabaya.
I felt very guilty. Moreover, I had assumed negatively of my dad's response about it. It doubled my guilty feeling. I'm sorry, Dad :(

Anyway, I thanked God coz my car is OK. My parents support me to go to school by that car :D

My Life Now

Pfffttt... after a loooooooonnnggg while... Here I am!!! ^^
Adjustment with the new routine takes time.

My students are nice and cute... and likes to talk for sure. They're smart, yet they're careless. Seems like I "kena batunya". After successfully avoiding paper works as a religion-character teacher, now I've to dealt with their hand-writings. Tiffany has a very neat and beautiful hand-writing, but a boy has a very terrible hand-writing. I can't read his...and neither do he. Can you believe that? He can't read his own hand-writing!!!

I just checking their homeworks...and guess what? This boy pasted LLL's picture as an editor in his Science homework about stages of development. I've taken some pictures of it, but can't upload them now. Hopefully soon :D