Fly

Had I wings to fly
I'd float in the flow of time
Flee from this flawed world

She

was puzzled to see me there.I wanted to greet her happy birthday. She didn't smile at first. She said,"Why bother?" She smiled a bit at last. Before I went to school, I prayed for her.She wasn't reluctant.

Thanks for the idea, encouragement, and prayer, guys.

XD

Fantasy Land

Dream comes to me at night,
sneaking into reality and
takes me to the fantasy land.

She offers me storylines I can't refuse.

Adventure, suspense, drama
but never comedy.
She makes it so real that
I could feel the happiness and sadness.

When the sun awakes in his glory,
Dream bids me good bye
and promises to come
when the moon is at her peak of beauty.

HOPE

Hope is perching on my window
            offering me a hand
            to get up and take a step

Hope is a flickering light
            of a candle,
help me through the night
           of desperation

Hope is a warm blanket
           over my shoulder,
shooing away the chill of fear
           during midnight

Hope is my magic carpet
Taking me in a flight
           to the break of dawn

Hope is whistling joyful tunes
Leading me to a sunlit path,
           to the warm-and-playful summer.

As I Turn 31

I had this strange yet vivid dream. There was my lil bro, two other of the Adiwidjajas, and I. We were sitting on a porch, facing a beach.
Then I saw my late Grandpa was on a solid cloud, writing something on 2 little pieces of paper. He dropped the papers, and they were blown by the wind toward us.
My bro caught them, but then the wind blew them again toward me. They landed on the floor, so I took the paper. I don't remember exactly the message he wrote, but it was for me.
The next thing I remember was I came near him by the beach, and he said that a man was going to meet me. When I moved closer, he took a step backward. I was very near that I could see him clearly, yet I couldn't touch nor hug him the way I did.(I miss you, Gramp)
And then I walked inside the building to meet the man I didn't know who. Before long...there you were! Looking for me, trying to surprise me...and you were succeed :) I was very happy in the dream coz you and Gramp were there.

In reality...yes, I'm so happy :D You did surprised me. Thank you.