Bee That You (Dont) Know...

Hmmmm...to answer Jak's and CIA's "invitations", here are 10 things about me that you may not know:

10. I ate slowly like a snail when I was a small kid.
9. I often went to school late because I was a slow-eater, and my friend always teased me at school till I cried.
8. I was a cry baby. I was crying everyday when my mom left me at school (didn't wait for me till school hour was over like the first month).
7. I like ballet and classical music.
6. I wanted to learn to play violin, but never took courses on it. And...ssshhhhh...I wanted to be a drama performer.
5. I had (or maybe have) a grandfather complex. I have a special bond with my grandpa. For me he was like a father, all my ideals about a father was in him. When he passed away I made a poem, and hid it inside my desk at home. One day my mom found it, and I was so embarrassed that I threw it away. Sometimes I still cry when I remember my grandpa. I still miss him after these 20 years.
4. I envied my little baby bro. I felt that he stole every attention I used to get from my grandpa. I also envied my little sister coz she could easily attracted people's attention. I often had fights with her over small things, usually coz she imitated me. The most terrible thing I did to her was letting go the thing that she and I pulled together. So I pulled one side and she pulled the other side, and I let the thing slip from my hand. It made her head hit the doorjamb.
3. At age of 5, I couldn't speak articulately. People believed that my mouth should be tapped when I stammered. When my mom did it, I was so shocked...and I cried so hard. I was also afraid to talk coz when I talked my friends would laugh at me.
2. My kindergarten's mates called me "babi" coz it rhymed with "Debby" and I hated school. I was taken to a psychologist when I was at the third grade (my kindergarten mates went to the same elementary)coz I often skipped my classes. In the morning I said that I had fever, so I stayed at home. It went for days and my mom was so angry. That was why she took me to see a psychologist.
1. I smoked my dad's cigarette and it was so "YUCK". It took place when my dad and mom were away. I sneaked into my dad's room, took the cigarette and smoked it. I never tell my parents about it.

Done =) I spent almost an hour to make this post, digging my memories, remembering my feelings in each events. And I quite surprise to know that I still keep it, and I find out the root of my inferiority.

Thanks for asking me make this post, Jak, CIA.